Wednesday, 10 May 2017

No joke, mans is back.

Lets get this blog thing back on track. So much, too much, has happened since my last post, so doubt I will recap.

Playing $10NL on 888, and grinding back up a live bankroll after spending 90% of it on moving out to my own place in Watford. Not complaining, a heater came just at the right time for me to make things happen. I owe you one there Poker!

Life is good.

Sunday, 4 October 2015

It's all getting a little bit sigh...

Played a couple of sessions since my last post, one at The Vic where I lost nearly £300, and then another one at Aspers where I won £50.

Great. Starting to get frustrated and have lost my way somewhat. Need to re focus and really try and enjoy the game!

No pressure, just relax and have fun. I am sure the results must follow!

Thursday, 1 October 2015

Nearly 62 hours of grinding = nothing to show (yet)...

Warm Down Journal for Sunday 27/09:

Got stuck early on in session, got unstuck, didn't fancy playing so called it a session after 3 hours +£13!

Warm Down Journal for Wednesday 30/09:

Checked out the games in Luton, new room, looks very much like the poker room at The Vic. Frustrating session, sat with a bunch of tools, didn't hit a flop for 3 hours, booked a loss of £180.

Next two sessions are going to be BIG!

Sunday, 27 September 2015

Week off work but not much poker...

Warm Down Journal for Thursday 24/09:

Having had the week off work this week, I thought I would of been able to put in the volume at the tables, but only managed to get in 2 sessions! Very disappointing, I could have and should have organised myself better.

The first of the two sessions was incredibly frustrating, I found myself in a really really good game with a couple of huge punters, but everything seemed to go against me. I found myself in for nearly £500, with a little over £100 on the table, but I was able to keep myself together and grind it out to pull most of it back over a 9 hour session (previous longest session being 5 hours).

Warm Down Journal for Friday 25/09:

With a wedding to go to Saturday morning, and with no outfit to wear, Hannah wanted to go shopping, and I was the man to take her. I had the great idea of suggesting we go to Stratford, where she would be free to roam around, and I could get in a session and check out the games at Aspers. 
It all went to plan, I managed to book a nice win, and Hannah took 5 hours to pick out a dress and get her hair done, 

Back to work tomorrow, but I will get in an afternoon session today. 

Monday, 21 September 2015

Warm Down Journal for Saturday 19/09:

Well, I managed to bounce straight back from last night's loss, booking in a nice win after a short session.

I pretty much played one pot, pealing a pre flop raise with 55 pre, and seeing a board of 88359, I got all the money in 3 way on the river vs K8 and 67. Nice life.

Was card dead for the next few hours, but happily folded to a £260 winning session.

I also came 2nd in a $5 comp online last night, which was a very welcome result, even though not a massive score, making final tables are always fun!


Saturday, 19 September 2015

One good,one bad...

Warm Down Journal for Wednesday 16/09:

After a pre session nap after work, I felt really rested and felt my focus throughout the session was very sharp.

I got off to a good start and played some really solid poker in a session just short of 6 hours.

I booked a win tad over £150. This put me into a small profit after 7 sessions, shame I couldn't hold onto it....

Warm Down Journal for Friday 18/09:

This is a session which should never have happened! I should not have gone in, and I would not have booked my biggest losing session thus far. But it happened and I just have to accept it and move on.

So what went wrong?

First of all, I was exhausted. both physically and mentally. I pushed myself to go in. I couldn't focus, and I wasn't comfortable at the table. I felt irritable, and I just couldn't settle down.

I hadn't completed neither my Warm Down Journal from my previous session, nor had I completed any of my pre session routine. Shame on me!

Anyway, straight of the bat, I got stacked after getting my money in bad, though at the time I felt it was justified and a bit of a cooler. Reality is it probably wasn't. Awful run out though, villain hit a gin card, not only nutting his hand but making my hand unfoldable (ish).

I then watched a couple of awful regs run like god for several hours building towers while defying poker fundamentals. I wasn't my usual self and felt every hand they won tilt me, obviously the hands they won against me hurt more, I just felt really tilted and had a deep feeling of what I can only describe as anxiety.

I lost nearly every pot I played, with a couple of medium to large pots with ridiculous run outs costing me chunks, ended up booking a loss of about £250. Yuck!

Its not the loss that's upset me, but the fact that I felt I played pretty poorly and I how tilted I got, I am disappointed with myself.

Well I was, I am over it now. I just completed a 2 week straight at work without a day off, and now I got a week off to grind the shit out of these games!

Wednesday, 16 September 2015

Warm Down Journal for Saturday 12/09:

Again a somewhat frustrating session, for the most I was card dead and the only big hands I were dealt were cracked. Lost with AA, KK, and AK, but managed to limit the damage to book a £9 loss for the session.

I can feel a string of positive variance coming, and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel!

















I was very close to a bankroll boosting win online Sunday night, but busted to a pretty brutal beat with 24 left in a $11 comp on 888. The cash for a little shy of $150 was still a welcome injection to my account.

Work has been pretty intense, but I am nearly through it, a few more days and then I have a week off.

I am not in until 1pm tomorrow, so planning to put in a solid grind tonight!