Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Yeah man I hear you Albert.
I have been blogging sporadically for about 7 years.
I have started and abandoned several blogs, same can be said for my poker goals and progress over that period -hence why I find myself pretty much exactly where I was in 2007.
Kind of embarrassing. I have underachieved. I am not going to dwell on the failures of the past though. That shit has happened, there is nothing I can do to change it.
Whatever has happened, has happened. All I want to concern myself with is today, now.
I am excited about the future, but the future isn't here yet, and I cant control the future. I don't know what's around the corner.
I do know what I want in the future, and I realize the only way I am going to get what I want is by completely embracing each and every moment -being happy with everything I have as opposed to everything I don't have in this moment, right now.
Removing the pressure, pain and anxiety from my life will allow me to perform at an optimum state.
No really it will!
I have the technical ability, the experience and finally after years of enduring the highs and very lows of the natural variance in the game, I have an unbreakable emotional resolve which translates to a substantial edge over the games I play in.
So I just need to keep happy, have a positive outlook and with framework / structure I expect to excel in 2014.
I do however need to get into shape. I have tried before, and failed. But mans got plans for this year trust. I need to be in much better physical condition to realize my full potential.
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