Did chunks this week, after winning chunks last week.
Played fucking awful last few sessions.
Or have I?
I have.
Or have I?
Poker is so butters, results actually mean nothing.
I win £5k in 10 days, I feel no joy. No emotion.
I lose £2k in 7 days, and I want to cut my wrists, fork out my eye balls and cut my thumbs off so I cant play another hand of poker!
Get a fucking grip man!
I give A LOT of fucking action these days. I would actually say I go out my fucking way to iso, re iso, raise, re raise, 3 bet, 4 bet, bet, bet, barrel in spots, versus weak players or strong players showing weakness, when I don't need to really and truly.
I don't need to but I do and I will continue to do so. I know what I am doing is right. Just need to tone it down, sharpen up my knife and strike HARD! What I am doing is just swinging my knife like a mad man hoping to do damage! Yeah for sure I do get hits this way but, I have my guard down and I get hit too! So re group the fuck up man, keep that guard up and STRIKE HARD!
Monday I had nearly £10k, now I have £7.8k sitting in the cage. Who fucking cares what I had 5 days ago. What matters is what I WILL have in May 2012, and I have £7.8k worth of weapons / tools / ammo to help me get it! And get it I will!
Fresh start tonight, win or lose, play good or play bad, run good or run bad. I am going to man up.
Just a little secret on my recent success to remind me what I am doing and what I must continue to do...
Get the flair out versus "good" players and regs. Thinking players, players who think poker, players who talk poker. I rape you. Pre flop, post flop, exploit, adjust, re adjust, trigger false / incorrect adjustments, make them groan and roll their eyes when you sit down in their game :)
Iso my friends the fish, the bad players, the inexperienced players. They are my Nandos. I am not sharing these people. Do my up most to seat select, and go out my way to iso. Its a race to get the fishes' money. Easier to get the fishes' money when I can iso them pre. Simply because getting the fishes' money is all about THIN very fucking THIN VALUE betting, and you cant thin value bet multiple players (or other decent players who have tried to grab a piece of my sweet chicken).
Let get this done!
Reminder of WHAT I WANT...
and WHAT I DON'T WANT...
