Sunday, 27 September 2009

Frustrating week...but I still love my life...

I just woke up. I made myself a bagel and I am sitting here looking out the balcony onto the Vegas strip in the distance.

Perfect weather. Every day you wake up to blue skies here in Vegas.

I am going to go down to the pool shortly, get a bit of sun. I might hit some serves on the tennis court, and I am most definitely going to go for my daily run at the gym at some point.

Pool area...


I really cant begin to explain how lucky I feel right now sitting here, neither can I begin to explain how beautiful this place is.

I still feel like this after what has been a very frustrating second week.

After running KK into AA (all in pre flop), late into last night's session I am resigned to a break even week.

My first week I broke the $2,000 barrier (even with a couple of break even days), and would of loved to book in another solid week to keep the momentum going, but meh you cant force these things.

Variance is a moody girlfriend. She will be loving one day, and fuck you the next, but she will never leave you! In the long run if you are good to her and understanding forwards her needs she will be good to you.

The standard of play out here is really bad. I mean really fucking terrible. These cunts are just chucking it away. They don't know any better, god bless you boys.

Countless times this week me and Roshan have been in some sickeningly amazing games, we sit there giddy with excitement just watching the action unfold.

Unfortunately, and somewhat bizarrely neither of us have been able to capitalize on these morons. Due to a lack of cards but primarily because of some disgusting coolers and at times bad beats.

It is somewhat disheartening (and frustrating) when you literally witness stacks (and stacks and stacks) of reds ($5 chips) being passed around the tables like cookies, and you just cant get a piece of it.

Imagine being invited to a birthday party, and they cut the delicious birthday cake, dish it out, everybody gets a slice but you!

Its pretty cool to sit with Roshan during sessions, we are constantly working through situations, during periods when we are card dead we are putting ourselves in hypothetical spots and talking through hands. Basically keeping our self constantly engaged with the game.

I never realised how much Roshan bluffs, I remember Rob (The Horse) saying this to me but I never really took it on board, but I see what he meant now. Roshan makes a lot of moves, trust me I am never going to lay a hand down to him back in London now after seeing some of his shit. This dude hardly ever gets looked up, fucking finds these sick spots and runs the lines like a mother fucker!

Poker (and bluffing in particular) is about situations as opposed to hands, and finding the absolute right spots.

When I tend to bluff, more often than not I get looked up. I often find I picked bad spots, or I shake like a jelly baby. So with that in mind I have been pretty solid thus far.

My one bluff came late into a session earlier this week. I had chipped up to $400 or so, and had been brutally card dead for hours.

I limped A9 suited (diamonds) under the gun (yeah I know somewhat questionable play here), and after several limpers the cut off popped it up to $10, I called along with the several other players.

The flop came down K J 5 (two diamonds). I checked (with a mild plan of check raising).

The original raiser checked, and the button bet $40 into a $50 pot. The action folded around to me. I took a minute to assess the situation and I raised it up to $140 total.

The guy who bet seemed pretty solid, he had bought in for $100 and had more than $500in front of him now, I felt he would be reluctant to risk his winnings without a "nut" hand. On top of this he had made several remarks about how tight I had been playing several minutes earlier hence I realised he had acknowledged my image and should be willing to give me a credit for a big hand.

I felt at the time (just before I bet) he had a king, and was hoping he didn't have KJ. Once he started talking (when he was considering his options after my bet), I realised he had KJ.

This was the worse case scenario, but he can still lay this down. Hard to I know but he could, I mean I am only pretty much representing 55 here (as it would be unlikely I had KK or JJ), but still there was a chance he could fold this here.

After what seem like a lifetime he called the $140. I had $250 behind. The pot now was over $300. No king, no jack I am shipping the turn. He knows this of course.

The turn was a brick. I know he knows I am shipping no matter what, but I took my time, regardless of the fact that we are both committed at this stage, I wanted him to feel it was a not an inevitable shove, to give him the idea that it would not be necessary an inevitable call.

I eventually went all in for another $250 or so.

This dude made me sweat, although I felt really calm, I was shaking! I don't know why! Maybe because it has been a while since I ran a big bet bluff like this.

He reluctantly called. I hit my nut flush on the river to win a $900 pot. You know what I remember very vividly though, my non emotional reaction. Both externally and internally. I really wasn't happy or sad. Is this bad, why cant I just go..."...YEAHHHH BABBBBBYY!!!!!..." and feel happy for once?

I didn't feel a thing. I am so numb to the emotions of this game now. Good or bad? I don't know. The guy made a good call, and got fucked. Fuck his life! (oh and his butt ugly girlfriend -sorry dude your woman was "butters"). He took it bad.

Anyway that was pretty much the only time I got "out of line" all week, most spots have been pretty standard.

It has been very grounding living with Roshan, the dude is ice cool. Really has a calming effect on me. True professional. I wrote too much this blog so I wont go on too much, but seriously its great to have him around, keeping me sane, positive and relaxed about life and poker.

Quick update from our heads up challenge though...I am crushing Roshan. Beat him at Stud (even though he wont concede this as it was online), and outright crushed him during our first live session of pot limit Omaha.
After

Roshan sucked out let again...



The game lasted over 4 hours, but in the end on I flopped the nut straight, and he flopped the

2nd nut straight with 2 pair, we got the money in...and I faded to take it down! Weeee....



Life is good.

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

Feeding the fish...

Last night was one of those nights where nothing went right, and you really realise (if you hadn't before already) that there is no justice in poker!

Over an eight hour session I got my money in good numerous times only to be outdrawn, I ran big hands into bigger hands, I hit flops hard only to find a fish who hit the flop harder.

The icing on the cake was when I opened with QQ, and found myself heads up on a flop of 6 10 2 rainbow, versus the biggest whale on the table, who for some reason was calling raises pre flop and open shoving any flop.

So when he shoved $200ish, I snapped, and I find out he flopped a set of 2s. Not quite a fuck my life moment, but not nice!

You know I am not that bothered I did my money, I think I was more annoyed at cunts winning. Don't get me wrong I have no problem fish taking my money, or just winning generally but I hate bad, horrible people winning.

There was this guy from Israel, and he was probably the biggest cunt I have ever seen in my life. I actually asked him, why he was such a cunt? This dude played awful, acted like a cunt, and still got all the money.

Where as I conducted myself like a true professional, taking my beats, being nice to everybody, during a horrible night, and I get fucked. No justice!

Meh, poker can be painful sometimes. But I love my life. I am blessed, truly blessed for everything and everybody I have in my life. No bad beat, no suck out, no bad session can make me forget this. My inner core is happy and warm.

But please let me win some money today!

Friday, 18 September 2009

How much is that shirt...

I was in one sick game earlier.

The game was super deep (I had like $500 and was the short stack).

There were 6 Brits on the table, one was good, one was tight, the other 4 were god awful donkeys.

There was one rich American dude, again god awful.

But they were having fun, and so was I!

The 7 2 game was running, and this one dude must of won like $200 through open raising or open shoving with 7 2 pre flop . Well that is until he walked into my AA.

The rich American dude was wearing a god awful shirt, and we were all teasing him about it. He said that it was very expensive.

We all got a piece of paper and wrote what we thought the shirt cost (including the dealer), the American dude also wrote the actual value of the shirt.

We all put $10 in ($100 total), and the stopped the game and revealed who came closest with their guess.

I guessed $325 and the price was actually $315. So ship me $100!

There was also a real sick game going on during all the prop betting (and a whole bunch of drinking -not for me of course I was just chewing on my banana and drinking my water).

As it was my afternoon session (2pm-6pm), I really had to leave the game around 7pm. I felt bad for leaving, but I promised myself not to chase fish and not to chase my money, I planned to stick to my schedule and I did.

I ended up leaving the game about even, don't ask!

I love Vegas.

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Making myself at home...

So I am here, and the feeling is still pretty strange. Feels surreal in a way. I am pretty much living my dream.

Playing poker for a living in Las Vegas.

I have only been here a very short time, but feel at home already. The apartment is really nice, here are some photos of the interior...

The kitchen...





Dinning area...



Living room area...



Bedroom...




The bathroom...



The apartment is a good size, and very comfortable. The sofa is huge! There is also a blow up mattress and the bed can sleep two. So room for 5 at least! Come on you trons get on a flight(and bring money...).

It is within a secured community. There is a gym, 2 pools (seems like a real cool place to hang out, when you boys get out here we can have a BBQ by the pool!), tennis courts, sauna, and many other sweet facilities.

It really is nice here, I will make sure to take some photos of the exterior and surroundings and post them up soon.
The location of the apartment is literally a 5 minute stroll from The Venetian! We have a sick view of the strip from our balcony.

So far I have been sticking to my planned daily schedule which looks something like this...

11:00am Wake up and have breakfast.
12:00pm 30 minute gym.
01:00pm First session
06:00pm 20 minute gym session / 20 minute service practise (tennis) / 20 minute pool time
07:00pm Nap / chill time / dinner.
10:00pm Second session
05:00am Bed time

From a poker point of view, I have been playing at The Venetian (on Rosh and Rob's advise), the games are pretty soft, but I think I prefer The MGM. I intend to see out the week and then review.

There is not much to report, I haven't really been in many tough spots.

I got pretty lucky in a pot last night. I had KK, opened to $12 pre flop. 5 way to the flop. Flop was 6 2 Q rainbow.

Actioned checked to me, I bet $40. One call, then a check raise to $100 by a big fat drunk guy to $100.

I had $350 at the start of the hand and the guy had me covered. I shipped. He snapped with a set of 6s.

King on the turn. Weee! Must be nice. I had witnessed this guy drink shots and beer like fucking water for the past 5 hours, and was no way laying down an over pair. So meh. Ship me a $800 pot thank you!

I have won the 3 sessions I have played so far, I am up around $900 -without much action really.

I did say I was going to talk about some hands from my previous session in London in the last post, but I really have to go hit the tables now!

Yigit out!

Saturday, 12 September 2009

Packing for Vegas...recovery from mini downswing...

I am hours away from jumping on a plain and flying off to Vegas for 3 months. It is finally beginning to sink in, and I am getting butterflies in my stomach!

After my bluffing craze at the start of the week, I was able to play some solid poker Wednesday through to Friday, recording a sweet profit of about £1,400 helping
me recover from my mini slump -allowing me to take the weekend off to chill and focus on the packing.

Several hands from this week's session to discuss actually, but I will leave that for the next post (promise!)...

I still have so much to do! I only started to think about packing today! But I am nearly there!

2 pieces of large luggage (23 kilos each)....containing...

2x Tennis rackets
1x Bag of tennis balls (like 16 balls for service practise!)
2x Sandals
1x Can of Lynx
1x Toothpaste / 1x Toothbrush
1x Box of cotton buds
1x Sponge
1x Tin of hair paste
1x Shampoo / 1x Conditioner
1x Shower wash
1x Pair of running trainers
1x Smart shoes
1x Electric shaver
1x Twisser / 1x Nail chippers
1x Suit jacket
2x Pairs of jeans
1x Smart trousers
2x Hooded tops
17x T-shirts



2x Belts
1x Tennis trainers
1x Fred Perry trainers
1x Pair of football socks
1x Tracksuit bottom
1x Running shorts / 1x Cycling shorts
2x Shorts
1x Swim shorts
1x 3/4 length shorts
6x Boxer shorts
4x Socks
1x Black waistcoat
2x Zip-up tops
2x Caps
1x Towel
4x Smart shirts
1x Running jacket
1x Cardigan
1x Can of Slim Fast powder + Scoop
1x Camera charger + 1x Camera USB
1x Shaver adapter
1x Anthony Robbins "Unlimited Power" book
1x Garry Kasparov "How Life Imitates Chess" book
1x "Your Worst Poker Enemy" book
1x "No Limit Holdem Theory and Practise" book
1x "Elements of Poker" book
1x PSP charger
1x Laptop charger / 1x Mouse
1x Vans trainers
1x "Bourne Supremacy" DVD set
1x First Aid set
1x Diary

Obviously a struggle to pack everything in...



Not the best packing in the world...



A little bit of help from my girlfriend...(thank you babe!)...





Plus hand luggage with...

1x Men's Fitness Health magazine
1x Glasses / 1x Sunglasses
1x PSP / 2x Films / 1x Pro Evo game (weee!)
1x Camera
1x Passport / 1x Ticket / 1x Condo contract
1x Cheque book
1x Oyster card
2x Pencils / 1x Pencil sharpner / 1x Eraser / 1x Ruler
2x Pens / 1x Tipp-ex / 1x Highlighter / 1x Glue
1x Calculater
1x ipod / 1x ipod USB

£5,000 in cash
Debit Card (additional £5k cash ready for access)
Master Card / Visa Card (further £10k in credit access if I go on life tilt!)

My life packed into 3 bags!

My flight is at 2pm tommorow.

I just want to thank everybody for their best wishes and support -it really means a lot.

I hope to blog regulary (good or bad news), and keep you guys updated! Hopefully I will have a successful time out there!

I am off to The Vic now to pick up my cash (from the cage), cant believe it will be my last visit for 3 month! Ahhh!

Oh although I am still eating healthly...(and have been for the last 14 days)...

Ewww...



All prop bets are off! Chip Donkey please notify everyone involved (list in previous post!). I really believe that I will still lose the weight, but I don't want the added pressure during a period of time where I should really be focusing on my poker. I hope you guys understand!

One final shout out to The Horse, I cant wait for you to come out there in October, please keep strong and don't spew. You are my hero! (when you play your A-game!).

The Horse after crushing the £1-£3 game for nearly £2k on Friday....sicko!



And the rest of the crew, Pratik, Harry, Ramey...hope you boys can make it out!

Excited Yigit signing out!

Wednesday, 9 September 2009

I really have to stop bluffing...

I have had a fucking wonderful start to the week.

Monday I lost £700. Tuesday I lost £500.

Weeee!

Looking back at both sessions, I did get unlucky in several hands but most of the money was lost bluffing.

Why bluff? Why give action?
Seriously, what do you actually gain from bluffing?

A loose image which you can take advantage of to get paid with your good / nut hands?
Yeah I suppose. But how much money do you lose through creating this image?
Or is it the case that if you are losing money while creating this loose image you simply should not be playing loose?

A loose aggressive style of poker (even a mildly loose aggressive) is very hard to execute successfully.
You need to be above all emotionally stable and cool under the surface, even though to your opponents you seem like a crazed individual.

Controlling your internal behaviour, while manipulating your external appearance.

You are involved in most pots so you have to stay alert and focused pretty much all the time. This is exhausting.

Also you will find yourself in tough / marginal spots very frequently. You will have many layers of information / misinformation to work through in order to make a correct decision.

The swings are huge, and you have to have enough confidence in your game to be able to be stuck £1k in a game and play through knowing your will reek the benefits of your image ("...let me just flop that fucking set...").
I used to play loose aggressive, not only that I used to "play for stacks". Big pot poker. Meh.

I have been working hard on putting together a suitable game plan to beat the game I play in at The Vic, and I would describe my current style as tight aggressive with loose aggressive tendencies.

I play small pot poker, frequent raises in position pre flop, and small bets on the flop. I prefer check behinds, and check calls as opposed to check raises and bet calling. My life is about pot control.

But several times during a session, I will run some sick bluffs. Some will work, some wont. I will risk my whole stack on these bluffs.
I will also from time to time (very frequently actually) make very light "hero" calls. I will find myself losing 50-100 BB pots calling down with ace high.
So my game is a ball of contradictions.

I genuinely feel if I take out big bet bluffs and hero calls out of my game I will plug a leak.

I don't know, maybe I am being a little bit result oriented here, but I simply cant afford to post these loses, with my style of play. I might as well go out and play super donk loose aggressive if I am prepared to have these swings. The whole reason I am playing the way I am playing is to reduce the variance.

Oh well. Vegas in like 4 days.

So I have been eating like a goat recently (working towards my weight loss goals)..

Snack...



Main meal...(actually very nice!)...



Another snack...



I am sooooo fucking hungry!

Sunday, 6 September 2009

The "6 Pack" prop bet...and the final countdown to Vegas...

Less than 6 days left. I don't really know how to describe how I feel. I don't think it has quite sunk in let, the fact that I am packing up and leaving London to live and play poker in Vegas for 3 months.

There is excitement for sure, and a lot of anxiety. 3 months is a long time.
Meh, I will be OK!

So what are my hopes, dreams and goals?

I hope I run good and meet a hot stripper who falls head over heels in love with me, and gives me free lap dances for life! Just joking! Sorry, sorry! Joking! (but seriously!)....
No, I hope I can remain solid, stable and keep positive at all times! This is my hope!

My dream? Run like god make shit loads of money.

My goal? Well I have set myself a non monetary goal to achieve. Lose my fat belly, and get a 6 pack. This way at least even if the poker doesn't go too well, I have something to show for the trip!

This is a beast of a goal to work towards for several reasons. Main reason being the fact that I am somewhat fat...



Also weight loss goals and a love of sleeping don't really go hand in hand...



I really do love napping. This may be a serious problem. But I have a bigger problem to overcome if I am no achieve my goal. Stop eating...

Standard breakfast for me...



Yum!!! I am at my happiest when eating...



Dude I love food so much I might even eat Roshan when he is sleeping....



This is going to be tough. In order to keep me focused, I have taken several wagers. Here is the latest list...

Andy: £100
Daniel: £10 (credit crunch must be hitting Luton hard!)
Ramey: £100 (2/1 for my money- I win £200 or lose £100)
Ryan: £100
Peter Singleton: £50 (comparison wager, whose abdominal region will look sexier!)
Kevin: £50 (2/1 for my money, to be paid out on Pokerstars)
Sophie: Free massage (I get one if I win, I have to give her one if I lose, win / win situation for her obviously!)
Sophie: £100 (she wanted to put cash on the line after seeing my belly!)
Pratik: £250 (2/1 for my money)

I am only taking further wagers if I am given 3 /1 for my money.

Any tips, and suggestions on either training methods, diet, or recommended weight loss pills will be of great help please leave a comment!

That's all for now, I am off to The Vic for my Monday shift.

Yigit out!

PS: The blog is now open again to everyone, after a period of restricted access.