I run bad when I need to run good...

The only thing stopping me breaking through is I run bad when I need to run good. It is hard to explain but there are certain spots during sessions when you just need to win a race, or have your hand stand up when you get your money in.

It feels like I take one step forward and two steps back.

I really do feel that I have a considerable edge in the games that I play to be able to expect a solid win rate.

I have really managed to develop my game in order to adjust to the various games and opponents I am facing.

I just honestly feel I just run soooooo fucking bad when it matters.

I am one heater away from breaking through. Or is this a flawed attitude? I don't know.

I am a good guy. I mean I believe in karma. Good things come to good people, bad things happen to bad people. I may not be the perfect guy out there, but I am caring, generous, respectful, and I certainly don't behave in a manner that would harm anyone.

But I tend to get fucked over. Poker (and I suppose in life in general...work...family...chicks etc....). I suppose I need to be a little bit more "bad ass"...I don't know....

This post is getting out of hand. So I am ending it. (Please let me run better tomorrow...and if I don't please give me the power not to tilt!).

End of Month...

Quick end of month post to keep the blog flowing! So as I mentioned in my previous post I moved up to play the $100NL games on Stars (after a long month of grinding $50NL).

I ran, and played pretty well. I feel pretty good about how this month went considering I didn't put in a very high volume of playing time. Its always sweet to clear $1,000.



So my goals for June are simple, just grind away the $100NL games until I achieve my Platinum Star status.

Anyway, time to hit the tables!