The only thing stopping me breaking through is I run bad when I need to run good. It is hard to explain but there are certain spots during sessions when you just need to win a race, or have your hand stand up when you get your money in.
It feels like I take one step forward and two steps back.
I really do feel that I have a considerable edge in the games that I play to be able to expect a solid win rate.
I have really managed to develop my game in order to adjust to the various games and opponents I am facing.
I just honestly feel I just run soooooo fucking bad when it matters.
I am one heater away from breaking through. Or is this a flawed attitude? I don't know.
I am a good guy. I mean I believe in karma. Good things come to good people, bad things happen to bad people. I may not be the perfect guy out there, but I am caring, generous, respectful, and I certainly don't behave in a manner that would harm anyone.
But I tend to get fucked over. Poker (and I suppose in life in general...work...family...chicks etc....). I suppose I need to be a little bit more "bad ass"...I don't know....
This post is getting out of hand. So I am ending it. (Please let me run better tomorrow...and if I don't please give me the power not to tilt!).
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