Long time...no focus.

I am going to be totally honest in this post.

I went off the rails.

I came back from Vegas in May, everything was fine.

Then my life fell apart, I had the time of my life, but my life actually fell apart.

I think the best way to explain this is to imagine me jugging. There I am juggling away, poker, work, love, etc... You keep moving the balls, not holding on to one, or catching one, just keep throwing them up and moving on, a non stop cycle. You see what I mean?

Then I added another ball. But instead of keeping all the balls moving I stopped, I caught this ball. All the other balls fell on the floor.

How gay! Ohhh my god! Anyway I hope you kind of understand what I am trying to say.

After several months of trying to pick the balls up, and dropping them. I feel I am back and ready to juggle again, I have the balls in my hands!

No more juggling talk!

During this time I went out to Vegas again, on my own this time. I played, and ran awfully. Lost thousands. Learnt a lesson. I don't really want to talk about it, I just want to move on. I will however say this, I went out there in July, for 2 weeks and it was HOT!

I have tried playing online and at The Vic, but with no focus.

So I am back. Here is the goal:

6 months to make $6,000. Playing 6 handed $50 and $100 max on Pokerstars.

Daily blog updates, healthy eating, losing the belly.

So here goes...