I have actually made more money from these micro online comps than I have at The Vic this month.
That’s actually not saying much to be honest, but it’s still a fact!
With the exception of the odd night, I have been playing pretty terribly recently.
In fact I am very upset with myself. I seem to be drifting again.
I get in this mood from time to time, and it’s not good.
Complete lack of focus and discipline.
I am a moron; half the year has passed me by and I have achieved nothing. Yeah sure I made enough scratch to pay the bills and get by, but I have made no progress whatsoever. I have just done enough to survive.
I look back and I remember the sick beats at The Vic, and an incredible run of bad form online (which decimated both my bankroll and plans for the year).
(Wow! Just had another “...must be nice moment...” in the comp! This hand put me 2nd in chips going into the final 2 tables).
Anyhow, yeah I have been somewhat unfortunate so far this year, fuck I will even go as far as to say I haven’t ran very well.
But the amount of fucking money I have done through just being a cunt is simply unacceptable.
Me being a cunt involves getting distracted / and effected by external factors in the card room (primarily the continued lack of competence demonstrated by dealers and management).
I need to really become thicker skinned and just fucking block out the shit around me, and do my job.
I know exactly what I have to do but I just don’t it! The sick thing is I could mentor someone, and if they listened to everything I told them to do I pretty much guarantee that they would be a decent winner in the game.
So why can’t I just listen to myself? Because I am cunt!
I am one lazy ass mother fucker going nowhere quick in his life!
This must, and will stop.
Oh by the way this blog is for no one but myself, I don’t care who fucking reads it, I don’t care what impression they get off me, and I certainly don’t fucking give a fuck if I offend anyone. So here is a disclaimer for you cunts! Fuck off stop reading!
I really have to stop being so negative! 6 left in this other comp. 2 final tables in one session! I am telling you, I own these micros man!
1st episode of this season’s Britain’s Got Talent was on tonight. I really do love this show. For some reason I find myself getting really emotional.
In fact it’s normal for me to cry on average twice during each show. How gay I know!
In my opinion this was the pick of the acts this week, although it didn’t make me cry, I really thought the performance was amazing:
Sick eh?
Another really odd blog entry eh? I better stop writing now.
4 left in the comp now by the way, will post result in next entry.
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