Friday, 13 March 2009

I am really struggling with life...

Ahhhhhhh

Seriously what the fuck is wrong with me?

I am wasting away my life. Days, weeks, months and years seem to fly by like a motherfucker. Wasted year after another. What the fuck have I achieved? Where am I going?

Is poker a destructive influence in my life?

Would I be more complete, and healthier without poker?

I just bust out of another tournament, 3 way all in pre flop AQ vs AJ vs J10. I am the dickhead with the AQ, and out in 25th. 1st: $5k. Great. One time? No fucking way, online is rigged against me.

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