Losing month...can't win to save a penguin...

I am really trying, trying to keep positive, trying to stay in the game, trying to play through it.

I pretty much gave up in March after a couple of weeks of posting some bad results. I don't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing.

Indeed I was playing bad and I suppose I shouldn't play when I am playing bad, but to just give up like that was weak.

Thinking back now I was in the midst of a good run, planning a trip to play some GUKPT tournaments, and had just cashed in the £100 rebuy.

The next thing I know, I come in to The Vic, have to give the winnings back from the £100 rebuy, and drop £700 in the £1-£3 (which I only played because the £1-£2 hadn't started let).

From there things turned ugly....

My bad form seems to have continued through to April, and I am already stuck just under £800 for the month.

I hate losing in anything, and I love money. So losing money is like killing a penguin and eating it.

Anyhow, so that is we I am at, cant all be good. Hoping to stay strong.

Yigit