Tuesday, 3 April 2012

Butters Mondays

Well I put in 4.5 hours last night and lost £100. 

Got off to my usual start, finding myself in for £700 before I had even ordered my first red bull. 

Then grinded the rest of the night to pull most of it back. 

I got a lot going on at work this week too, what with the schools on half term and the Easter etc, I am working 10/11 hour days, and then going to The Vic, then getting 3 hours sleep and then going to work in the morning. 

Its tough. Especially when I am losing. When you book a solid win, you almost have that injection of energy, little bounce in your step, which carries you through, but there is no sign of that solid win, and the fact that even several solid wins would only take me a step closer to where I was 2 months ago is hard to get me moving. 

But I keep grinding I will. 

Looking to play good tonight, concentrate, and keep positive thoughts flowing through my head. Thats all. If I book a win along the way, well that would be much needed. 

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